hahahh i think best friend by TOYBOX is super cute :D yay!

on more moody issues, though;

i cant decide whether to forgive her or not.
i mean.
i have to admit i softened.
but im scared :x
what if a repeat incident occurs?
it isnt the first time yknow.

i dont know-
an ex best friend deserves an explanation,
dont you think?

well yeah,
i was pretty against the idea of forgiving her in the start.

but then these words keep reverbrating in my mind;

[09:10:56 PM] i dunno. i shldn't discrcminate
[09:11:00 PM] it's something i felt i shld do
[09:11:15 PM] my squadmate, my ex-frn leh.

ex-friend.
shes an ex BEST friend yknow.
no matter what she did.
no matter how much she hurt you.
no matter how pissed you got.

JOYCE YOU ARE A FREAKING HYPOCRITE-.-
you told someone to do one thing,
when you do the exact opposite.
and when that person achieves it-
you cant.

you could defend phoebe
against a GOOD FRIEND.

what made her different?
this was against another best friend.
and i didnt agree with her actions.
and she turned against me too.

do you know how freaking hurtful it is when youre accused of siding with someone when you were trying so hard to make it up and be extra nice to the other person?

i didnt want to be extra nice, to be honest
its so bias.
and you had already started the really mean attacks
but i thought, since i spent so much time with her,
i'd try and be nicer to you
for that one hour.













ahh. whatever la.

we got booked for truancy today :x and i was thinking 'fifth dc!'

i cant stand how i take these bookings so lightly-.- but take relationships so much more seriously.